
Tracey Emin. Photo: Richard Young.
On the eve of the opening of Tracey Emin‘s exhibition I Cried Because I Love You (21 March–21 May 2016) at Lehmann Maupin and White Cube in Hong Kong, Ocula interviewed the artist about her practice.
The conversation took Emin’s survey exhibition She Lay Down Deep Beneath the Sea at Turner Contemporary in 2012—located in Margate, where the artist grew up—as a starting point. The show presented a new body of work—formal studies of the female form, including large, expressive line paintings of the body rendered in blue paint on raw canvas—that marked a radical departure from Emin’s vernacular up until that moment.
Emin had become known for angst-ridden expressions infused with the artist’s personal biography, which she has consistently used as material for her work; exemplary pieces include her 1999 Turner Prize shortlisted work My Bed, which consisted of Emin’s own bed, and Everyone I Ever Slept With 1963–1995, a tent appliquéd with all the names of people Emin ever shared a bed with. The 2012 show, by contrast, offered a totally new turn.
She Lay Down Deep Beneath the Sea was followed by the exhibitions The Last Great Adventure is You (8 October–16 November 2014) at White Cube in London, and Tracey Emin/Egon Schiele: Where I Want to Go at Leopold Museum in Vienna (24 April 2014–September 2015. The White Cube show presented an evolved body of work that built on the developments Emin showcased in 2012: paintings, drawings, bronze sculptures and neon lights, all reflecting a more tempered relationship to the female form, while the exhibition in Vienna created a synergy between Emin’s softer formalism and the expressive lines of Egon Schiele’s figurative studies.
In Hong Kong, Emin will present a continuous exhibition of painting, embroidery and neon across White Cube’s and Lehman Maupin’s galleries, reflecting the diversity of her practice. A central aspect to this narrative is a large stone located in an olive grove outside Emin’s studio in the South of France, on which the artist has based a series of drawings that commemorate a marriage ceremony which took place in the summer of 2015. The stone, for Emin, represents a metaphor for stability and enduring love, be it platonic, erotic, or focused on the self; a concept that has defined the scope of Emin’s practice from the very beginning.

TE:
With my show in Margate, I really wanted to do something that was more optimistic, that had light. Everybody in Margate was aware of my past and history and that was the idea I had from the start; to show something that showed that my life had moved on but was still related to my past. The most wonderful thing about my show in Margate was that 170,000 people went to view it; that really was a feeling of being home.
TE: When I was a student I actually did a series of oil paintings of Margate in the style of Turner. I find his work very sensual and extremely passionate. It was fascinating as a child knowing that a great artist was associated with Margate.

TE:
David Bowie’s cover for ‘Heroes’ was influenced by Egon Schiele, and that’s how I became aware of him. I went to the local bookshop and found a book on Expressionism and there was a tiny image of Egon Schiele: a self-portrait that I could totally relate to. I think this was a defining moment for me in terms of my understanding of art.
TE: My show at White Cube was a big move forward for me. I showed bronzes and paintings; it was very important to me that the work showed the creative process with my hands. It is only now I’m in my fifties that I really feel that my mind and heart and soul and hands are actually coming together. I just wish it had happened earlier. I think it showed in my White Cube show.
“It is my body; I know my body better than anyone else. I am my best model; it makes it really different that I am the woman because I am not viewing my body with a sexual gaze but with an understanding one.
TE:
Yes, Louise Bourgeois. I actually had the fortune to collaborate with Louise Bourgeois before she died on a series of images called Do Not Abandon Me. I became friends with Jerry Gorovoy from the Louise Bourgeois Foundation [The Easton Foundation], and he introduced me to the foundry that she used.
This gave me a lot of confidence in terms of learning the lost wax process, and over the last four or five years I have become very excited about bronze sculpture. It’s something I never thought I would be able to do—like learning a language at an old age. It’s something that I am pursuing and learning more and more as the days go by.
TE: It is my body; I know my body better than anyone else. I am my best model; it makes it really different that I am the woman because I am not viewing my body with a sexual gaze but with an understanding one.
TE: I don’t think it’s so much people learning to understand me as it is also the fact that I have a much quieter, diligent attitude. I haven’t been brow-beaten but I don’t really have time or energy to fight back anymore. I just have to get on with my work. I think that after 20 years of being in the public eye, thankfully people are more judgmental about my work rather than the size of my breasts.
TE: All those feelings are still there, except I have just learnt to deal with them better. All I seem to do is work and think about my ideas and by doing that I tend to resolve more of my problems in life—or just don’t have time for problems anymore. I am so lucky that I have art: it looks after me, it holds me, it feeds me, and even though sometimes I may have a creative block, art has never left me. It is always there.
TE: After May, when the Hong Kong exhibition finishes, I am taking a year off, which will give me some time to do some soul searching. I desperately crave more time to think. Art should never feel like a treadmill; it should be an expression of the soul. I would be happy if I can just go away somewhere and scream, even if no one hears me. —[O]
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